Monday, August 06, 2007

The call

It's that one dreaded call in the night which brings with it the heartwrenching news of loss of a loved one. Nothing really prepares you for that moment. Somehow suddenly a hand that rested lovingly over your head all these years since you were a child,a hand which nourished you and took pride in each and every small step you took,a hand which always wanted to protect you from all the evils of this world,a hand which I held as I took my first step is no more...my dad is no more. It still feels unbelievable and sitting this far from home I still feel that I will reach home and open the gate and I'll surely be able to see him resting on his arm chair reading his newspaper. As I prepare to leave to that home all I wish is I could close my eyes and this is all just another bad dream and I will wake up and everything will be allright again. He really can't be gone. Please dad ,I'm really not ready to say a goodbye ......tell mom I'm on my way home...

39 comments:

plush said...

:((...am sorry fuzz.....stay strong...

Anonymous said...

I cant even imagine what you are going through fuzz....so sorry to hear that.

Take care. May God give you courage to stay strong.

Hugs

Maggie said...

Oh Fuzzy! I'm so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Hugs.

di.di said...

I'm so sorry to hear this. My heart goes out to you. You and your family will be in my prayers....

Much love and best wishes, and stay strong Fuzz..

Unknown said...

I am absolutely so, so sorry. My best wishes to you and your family.

~nm said...

Fuzzy! I'm so so sorry hearing this. Hugs to you!

I wish lot of strength to you and your family especially your Mom to go through this trying time.

Sunita Venkatachalam said...

I don't even know what to say. Anything i say will seem so trivial. Hugs to you and your family. Please stay strong and cliched though it may sound, he's in a better place.

Please take care.

Just Like That said...
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Just Like That said...

oh Fuzzy! Im so so sorry.
God help you and your family to cope with this loss.
Be strong for your Mom, dear. Big Hug.

WhatsInAName said...

I am so sorry!
Dont have words but hope God gives you and your family strength to overcome this sorrow!

Gauri said...

Oh Fuzzy !! I am so so sorry.

May God grant you and your family the strength to cope.

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Stay strong.

Hugs

Gauri

Sukhaloka said...

de-lurking to give you a big hug. I hope you find the strength to come to terms with this, and accept the loss.

:big hugs:

Anusha said...

Fuzzy, I am so very sorry. I cannot put in words the comfort that I want to reach out and offer. I am soo sooo sorry and I hope that God gives you and your family the strength through this one.

Anonymous said...

My heart goes out to you and your family. I hope you find the strength to get through this.

Itchingtowrite said...

take care. i am sorry for your loss

Swati said...

Sorry to hear this Fuzzy.Will pray to give you and family all the strength needed.

Me said...

I am so very sorry to hear the news :(

Something to Say said...

O fuzzy - I'm so very sorry to hear this. I hope and pray that God gives you and your family the strength to go through this. Take care.
Big hug!

Anonymous said...

Sorry to hear the news....God be with you and your family

Smitha said...

just came to ur site today and am very sorry for the loss in ur family.

Wish you and your family the strength to get thru the bad times.

rayshma said...

heyy fuzz... stay strong. wishing you LOADS of strength to tide you and your family through.
take care, babes.

Noodlehead said...

fuzzy, hugs to you. i'm at a loss for words :( be strong and hang in there!

Still Searching said...

Its really sad to hear about your loss.. hoping you and your family the courage to go on...

Usha said...

I am sorry. My heartfelt condolences to you and your family. I hope you will be strong.

upsilamba said...

fuzzy -- are you back?

was thinking of you. take heart.
much love to you.

Anonymous said...

Oh Fuzzy, I'm so sad for you. Hugs.

skinnylittleblonde said...

Fuzzy... I am so sorry for your sudden loss. I hope that you find sweet peace in knowing that although your father may be gone from this physical world, that his spirit, his love & his faith lives strong within his survivors. I know he was an exceptional soul, as he helped you formulate so much of yourself, as well as what you pass on to that dear Ina & some of the beautiful mindsets that you have shared over the months with us here. Sending much love, understanding, acceptance & peace to you sweetheart. xoxoxoxox

Sai said...

Dear Fuzzy:
I am so sorry to hear this. May God give you and your family the strength to deal with this rather difficult time.

Please accept my heartfelt sympathies
Love,
Sai

iz said...

I'm so sorry. I wish I could say something to make you feel better. Lots of love and prayers.

Spunky Monkey said...

I'm so so sorry. Just happened to stumble by your blog, and saw this.
Hope he didn't suffer much pain.
May you have the strength to cope with the bereavement.

starry said...

I am really sorry Fuzzy.nothing I say is going to make it better.I just pray that God gives you the strength to endure this pain.Take care.

B o o said...

Take care Fuzzy. May God give your family the strength to cope up with this huge loss. I know words cant heal your pain. Just to let you know that our thoughts are with you. Hugs.

the mad momma said...

my condolences... may his soul rest in peace. God bless the family.

Anusha said...

Fuzzy, are you back?

Fuzzylogic said...

Thank you all for all the prayers and kind thoughts. I really appreciate it. I'm back now and trying to get going with life once again. Will blog back soon.

Just Like That said...

Fuzzy, you're back. comforting hug.

skinnylittleblonde said...

Fuzzy...thinking of you my dear.

Artnavy said...

very very sorry

pl give your mom the strength to cope

Sunita said...

So sorry to hear this Fuzzy.

May God give you & your family the courage to stay strong.

HUGS.